Thursday 8 December 2011

In an Iridescent Time...



Poet Ruth Stone (above) died last month, aged 96. I love her description (below) of what happened when she could feel a poem coming on, and can relate to that myself a bit...

Elizabeth Gilbert tells a story about Ruth Stone's writing style and inspiration, which Ruth had shared with her:
'As [Stone] was growing up in rural Virginia, she would be out, working in the fields and she would feel and hear a poem coming at her from over the landscape. It was like a thunderous train of air and it would come barrelling down at her over the landscape. And when she felt it coming...cause it would shake the earth under her feet, she knew she had only one thing to do at that point. That was to, in her words, "run like hell" to the house as she would be chased by this poem.
The whole deal was that she had to get to a piece of paper fast enough so that when it thundered through her, she could collect it and grab it on the page. Other times she wouldn't be fast enough, so she would be running and running, and she wouldn't get to the house, and the poem would barrel through her and she would miss it, and it would "continue on across the landscape looking for another poet".
And then there were these times, there were moments where she would almost miss it. She is running to the house and is looking for the paper and the poem passes through her. She grabs a pencil just as it's going through her and she would reach out with her other hand and she would catch it. She would catch the poem by its tail and she would pull it backwards into her body as she was transcribing on the page. In those instances, the poem would come up on the page perfect and intact, but backwards, from the last word to the first.'
Here are a couple of her poems, below:



Always on the Train
Writing poems about writing poems
is like rolling bales of hay in Texas.
Nothing but the horizon to stop you.
But consider the railroad's edge of metal trash;
bird perches, miles of telephone wires.
What is so innocent as grazing cattle?
If you think about it, it turns into words.
Trash is so cheerful; flying up
like grasshoppers in front of the reaper.
The dust devil whirls it aloft; bronze candy wrappers,
squares of clear plastic--windows on a house of air.
Below the weedy edge in last year's mat,
red and silver beer cans.
In bits blown equally everywhere,
the gaiety of flying paper
and the black high flung patterns of flocking birds.

by Ruth Stone



Mantra
When I am sad
I sing, remembering
the redwing blackbird’s clack.
Then I want no thing
except to turn time back
to what I had
before love made me sad.

When I forget to weep,
I hear the peeping tree toads
creeping up the bark.
Love lies asleep
and dreams that everything
is in its golden net;
and I am caught there, too,
when I forget.

by Ruth Stone


(many of her poems convey a haunting feeling of loss and bittersweetness; they are“love poems, all written to a dead man”; written after her husband ended his life, leaving her to bring up three daughters on her own)...




Wednesday 23 November 2011

Through the window...

A couple of photos from yesterday....





Sunny Sundays...

Sunday was a lovely sunny day... The light was perfect for taking some nice bright photos... Here are some i took in my kitchen and backyard...














Sunday 20 November 2011

Tabitha...

Another Journey By Train...


I wrote this on the train on Tuesday, on my way to see The Cure at the Royal Albert Hall, London...


 It's a beautiful autumn afternoon. Hazy sunshine creates a golden glow in the sky and warms the damp earth below, such that a soft mist rises upwards, creating an ethereal, dreamlike atmosphere. 




The countryside rushes by; a blur of green fields and blazing autumn leaves; framed by skeleton-like bare branches stretching upwards into the neverending sky.




Day gradually turns to night, and the background hum of voices quietens and eventually fades out, as people become lost in thought. 




The train rumbles and sways onwards rhythmically, and in a rather reassuring way. It's almost like a lullaby, soothing us all to sleep...



Eventually we reach our destination and tumble out of the train, scattering in every direction, like a confused colony of ants...


Monday 14 November 2011

Purple...


 
    “When I am an old woman I shall wear purple, With a red hat which doesn't go and doesn't suit me, And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves, And satin sandals, and say we've no money for butter”
Jenny Joseph

 

Sunday 13 November 2011

This morning...


Autumn leaves add a splash of colour on this blank, colourless day...



Saturday 12 November 2011

The whole of the moon...


Tonight  ♥


 ♥ There's a moon out tonight...

(as well as a cat)...  ♥





This morning...




The sunshine glints off towerblock windows, reflecting the colour of the autumn leaves below...



Friday 11 November 2011

Strange happenings... 11.11.11




I spotted these balloons^ on the beach when I was walking to work yesterday...
and when I arrived at work this morning, this was outside my office (below)


 One of my clients asked if it was my birthday, as they had spotted the balloons outside - well it isn't my birthday, but today would have been my Grannie's 100th birthday... 
It seems significant at the moment as I found a white feather yesterday, today is 11.11.11 and I wrote the following poem around the time she died...
(an unexpected white feather is said to be a sign of a visit from an angel)



 
 
 

This morning...



Seagulls glide through lifeless grey sky, screeching like fishwives,
 as they mirror the white-capped ripples relentlessly clinging to dull grey sea...



this photo is from:


Thursday 10 November 2011

This evening...


Street Spirit...



The last traces of daylight clung to the streetlights in the alleyway,
desperate to not fade out...




Pavement...



 
The spray paint man hovers in a two dimesional world on the promenade by the sea;
just a few feet away from where the air-sea rescue took place,
last week...



This afternoon...



A pair of wagtails wade round the edge of a muddy puddle,
accompanied by the sound of waves lapping against the wall...



This morning...


The dreary darkness faded and gave way to the pale pink blush creeping across the horizon...

Wednesday 9 November 2011

Slow down...





The rush hour traffic hurtles forward,
cutting through the grey with headlights blazing like wolves' eyes;
the taillights of the car in front, their prey.   

(Ok, I know there's no traffic in the photo - I was trying to capture the grey...)

The Writing on the Wall...





The second photo is where the Get Carter car park used to be...

I'm loving the lomo-effect function on my new phone - some people hate it, but I like it - mainly because although I love, love, love my analogue cameras, I feel uneasy about using film now because apparently gelatine is used, and that doesn't fit in with my vegan ethics. Digital cameras bypass the use of film, so that is a plus, although nothing can beat the anticipation of collecting a film that has just been developed... again, that links in nicely with the blog I've just written on my other site, where I look at the fact that nowadays we expect things instantly, rather than waiting patiently...
Digital cameras v analogue?? hmm... 'Perfection' v 'imperfection'?? ...
Sometimes (often?) old, vintage, mistakes and imperfections win hands down, and are well worth waiting for...
(but on the other hand, that doesn't resolve the gelatine issue...) hmm...

Anyway, I'll stop rambling as it is evidently time for bed now...

8 days a week...

 

I could do with finding an extra day a week from somewhere, as I just don't seem to have enough hours in a day at the moment... (or maybe I just need to drastically improve my time management skills, & also reduce the time I spend being distracted by things on the internet!... ) I've just updated my other blog (http://abcounselling.blogspot.com/) and thought I would do a quick post here too, as I've got photos bursting at the seams of my laptop that I need to sort out, so I thought I'd pop a couple or so on here...



I've had a good few days - went to two different sessions at the Sage as part of the 'free thinking festival' on Saturday, and finally got round to trying out Bob Trollop's, a veggie/vegan pub on the Quayside, too. We were impressed (me & Iona). I'll maybe write more about the Sage things if I find time at some point in the future...Sunday was a beautiful bright & sunny but cold day, so I went for a wander round Tynemouth.





 Monday brought the first frost of this autumn, and again I took myself off for another little wander - this time at the Rising Sun. All in all, I'm feeling really satisfied and content with life at the moment and all it has to offer...




Friday 4 November 2011

Cleo...





A cat is a lion in a jungle of small bushes...
- Indian Proverb





Thursday 3 November 2011

Testing times

I'm just trying to get to grips with my new piece of technology! If this works I'll be amazed! I'll have taken a photo on my phone and then put it in a blog; all via phone! Ok, I'll see if it has worked...



Wednesday 2 November 2011

Red light...

It's a gorgeous day today - bright blue sky and blazing autumn leaves! I'm desperate to get out for a walk where I can crunch in the leaves and take some photos, and maybe actually start writing again... Today though I had to make do with admiring the world mainly from my car window... (although I did have a close encounter with one of the infamous 'civic centre bunnies' in the car park; we were literally just a couple of feet away from each other! : )
Here's a photo (of leaves; - sadly not of the afore-mentioned bunny!)...