Well, here I am at the allotment, preparing myself for another loss, saying 'goodbye' again; but at least this time it's on my terms. It's still hard though; still sad; still another loss.
The leaves rustle 'goodbye' and it feels like all my little friends are making sure to pop by, or fly over, so that I can see them for one last time... Frogs, bunnies, geese, ladybirds... It's all very poignant.
Ironically, I've had my most bountiful crops ever this year, and the plum tree flowered and fruited for the first time too.
I've raised my first brood of frogs and I rescued a baby blackbird and countless bees.
Maybe my work here is done...